

SuicideWell at the moment I am thinking about tomorrow though one thing that is constantly on my mind would have to be suicide. I think About it on the daily basis, I fantasize bout it in many dirferent forms, there are five stages of suicide first is denial, second is anger mood swings, third is depression, fourth the most fun is barganing, and finally there is acceptance. I knew. I knew I was depressed but then I thought I was fixed because in my suicide fantasys I was saved and I got help and everything was great but... I think I have come to acceptance and oneay I stayed in the library researching for three hours. And as the days go by suicide iSuicide


the way it is.I glance at him and blush as soon as he returns the stare, I smile at him everyday, he is special, he is rare. He is perfect in everyway. "What about his Flaws?" you then say. I reply, "He has none" you say "Everyone has some" I shrug and look towards him, on my face a smile forms. I want to be with him through sunshine and rough storms. He is the reason I wake up eager for school. "Why?" you ask wearing the expression of 'dull.' For a moment I am stumped.....my thoughts spiral into a blissful moment of the why: 1. When we share smiles, it's my favorite days. 2. Whethe way it is.


To Die Alone...... To die alone......... Right now as i type this my head hangs in defeat. i glance at the screen only when i think i have made a mistake. there are no words to describe how i feel so i will try and explain it by talking in third person.To Die Alone......
The notes are writter all five: 1. Mom 2. Dad &nb


part one I was sitting ther when I heard a sound it broke me from my trance and I was awake in a cofee shop the smell of cofee beans aroma made my head spin, I tried to shake the smell out but it seem to stay stuck there and i couldn't fall back into a numbness slumber so i ran out side the shop leaving the door to swig back and forthpart one


Why did it have to be you?Why did it have to be you? And those pale eyes of forget me not blue,Why did it have to be you?
Your almost curly hair,
And your silly personality,
Your horrible tendency to wear that denim jacket, I have always hated it,
And your bad habit of stealing my food,
Looking too innocent,
Play fighting even at our age,
Borrowing my favourite gloves,
Using my I-pod,
Copying all my work,
And turning everything into a competition, Trying to scare the life out of me,
Nearly tripping me up, And stealing my heart,
Besides all that,
Why on this earth did I fall for yo


Sweet MemoriesSweet MemoriesSweet Memories
It's funny how I can remember every memory of me and you. From the day we first met, To when you cheered me up when I was blue.
I remember when you said I was your newest friend. When you said those words to me, I wished I could live that sweet moment again.
Every time I could have asked you out I always missed. Just like the time when our faces were close enough, We could have kissed.
Everytime I'm with you I always blush. Through out all of these occurences, In my mind it felt like a rush.
These memories, to me are


kissing in the rain...i do silly little things like dancing on my roof in the rainkissing in the rain...
you say i'm a cliche
i say you're nothing but a heart ache
you tell me something in your pants ache too i laugh and call you disgusting
you whisper that i love it really
i agree and kiss your collar bone
we smile
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'oh just ignore her
she's the kind of girl who only eats meat to find the wish bone'
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To all the ones who tried the most; Was I suppose to cheer your efforts?
Sorry that I chose so poorly, Golly gee, am I the poster girl?
She's the kinda girl who tells you she's bi-polar just to make you trust her<3
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I rock
I am smarter than 88.55% of the rest of the world.
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